Something fell within me last week and I have a new degree of initiation in my sacred work. I felt that there is no more space in me for, as I call it, Empty Shell clients.
I no longer have room in me to raise the dead. Really perfectly understand Jesus, but no one has written how did he feel afterward.
New boundaries, new power. I am here to guide those who are more than totally blocked, empty or superficial. I am here for those who penetrate reality, who want to open these divine wings and drop the root deep into the earth, these are the people I welcome.

I do not greet couch potatoes, zombies, and the like, this hard work is over for me. This week I said goodbye to one of them, after half an hour of survival.

Symptoms of an empty shell:

He doesn’t have a clue why he comes to you, only to have it nice, nice, nice. You see he literally sits in his skin and nothing moves even a few centimeters deeper. Bleh..

You try to touch something in introductory meditation, but all you encounter is resistance and a total lack of energy. When you try to massage, there is no reaction either, as if he came by for a relaxing massage. He doesn't give a shit about you and what you are really doing. They usually do not breathe at all... they wait to drain all of your energy and only when it is saturated, they can come to life for a moment.  They wanna get a magical pill from you and miraculously become someone else in 2 hours! Wow!  It is soul laziness, and it is useless to shake them as there is nothing inside to be shaken. They don't want to live really.

I simply told him, I cannot do it, as he is here by mistake, and tantra massage has a totally different purpose than stroking his ass. It didn’t feel funny at all. I felt like chopping his head off though.

Another one 2 days later, brought the same message, and I did tell him the truth I saw. I got a headache and nothingness afterward.

It is totally up- to- you whom you serve. I did it before a hell lot of times, but no more. After 10 years one knows and grows. Yeah!

So dear shamans, take care of yourself because you have this one body and amount of energy that will end one day. You are the key to your health and sustainability. The crucial thing is to find the precious balans of giving and receiving. And as deeper you work, the more it takes from you.

 With Love & Crazy Wisdom